flywithoutwings

My 101th post. Sadly, i'm leaving all these memories behind because i'm moving to tumblr.com.
Do relink me and i'm very sorry if i cause you any inconvenience (though i'm certain it will). Don't stop the tags yows!

"I'm leaving to tumblr,
and i don't think i will be back again."

Some personal thoughts

I was always trapped in spiritual limitation, that whatever i did with God was already enough.

But God spoke to me through a source just now, which made me feel really guilty. I know that being guilty is not the way to solve this, but it's to change it.

I shall pray more and read the Bible more. I want to be a Christian who have a really good relationship with God, not just a "Christian" Christian.

Let my life be Your clay, mould me in Your way.

Hey guys!

Wahahaha i really love staying overnight at Fedora's house. It's so fun to annoy her and Jia Jia! They kept wanting to sleep yesterday and i kept waking them up.

But anyway - we slept at 3 plus am yester- woops, i mean today!

Fedora's alarm clock was ringing non-stop for one hour since 8am. Wow i really wonder how Jia Jia and her can still sleep through the loud noise man. 佩服佩服. I was listening to the lyrics throughout the entire thing lor. Haha. I think i can memorise the song already. It was nice luh~

Hahaha

I decided to print out worship songs so that i can worship God during my QT. My future with God is gonna be amazing! I had this vision just now that i'm going to rise up and do much more greater things with Him. Wow i really can't wait. =)

For greater things have yet to come, greater things are still to be done in this city.

This week's services with Pst Kong was awesomeeeeeeeeeness. I'm glad i got to attend all three sessions yoohoo!

Alrighty, i shall stop here and find lyrics for my worship songs now!

D=*

Cough cough.

Hello how are you! Good? Great for you! (I sound like those cartoon shows -_-)

I'm down with fever. Think it's cos of the stress accumulating during the exams. But it's gonna be over tomorrow! Well...At least for this year. I haven't did my art prep work yet.

Seriously, i can't remember the steps for doing art prep work. What is number 1? Mind-map? 2? I don't know. =(

Nevermind, i believe i can get over with this somehow.

I'M LOVIN' MY INQ! =)

Math + History

Yowzzzz

These few days had been hectic. It's all about memorising for my exams. My brain is bombarding with information overload as a result.

So sad. To think that i have wasted my time studying Nazi Germany yesterday. Why didn't i trust what my sixth sense told me and study Facist Japan too? Cos you know what, hmm i shall let you see a sneak preview of me and Agnes' conversation in the morning:

AGNES: Eh Gina, did you study for History?
GINA: Yup.
AGNES: What topic?
GINA: Er...Nazi?
AGNES: HUH? WHAT????
GINA: ERM, NAZI GERMANY???
AGNES: WAAA you pig you study wrong already lah!!!! Nazi is SBQ you know! You are supposed to study Facist Japan! The teacher don't know repeat how many times liao...
-Just then, Cherie who overheard our conversation immediately turned around-
CHERIE: YA! Nazi is SBQ...
GINA: HUH REALLY AH. Sian...

*The good mood in the morning immediately perished*

Why am i so blur? Aiyo...

But anyway, thank God that Maths paper 2 came first. Quite easy except for my time management problem. History? As usual, not enough time to do my 2nd essay. People have spirit of poverty in terms of money, i have spirit of poverty in terms of money and time. I must really pray about it.

It's ok. I must study harder for my other subjects. I can do it!!!

Stop putting me down.

Hey how are you!

Anws the devil hit me hard today and i hit it right back! Always tell me that i'm not good enough...But har! Let me tell you what, God is with me so i will always be good enough!!

I decided to be more optimistic and not be so sensitive to everything around me. It is SO SO SO SO tiring to think a lot ok. And it's not about studies or relevant stuff, but about stupid and unnecessary stuff in school and whatever i did that i shouldn't be worrying about. Now i finally understand why i'm always tired and why i always sleep so much. Worrying drains my energy out.

School today was fine except for the being-too-sensitive part. Jia En didn't come to school today and she gave me some silly excuses...But in a way, true. X:

I hope the fruits in me will ripe soon. (not in a literal way of cos) I wanna be fruitful! Let's believe it could happen soon yuppy. =)
I'm excited~! Woooooooooo.

I must end here now. Was writing long essays to practice my SS just now and is just taking a short break now. (using my computer lor) Back to essay writing or sleep!

GII